Life with out you

If I could go back
to the day we first met
and tell you then
how much you mean to me

If I could go back
to that one day when
you called me and you were
really scared about your dad

When you asked me that day
to please come over because
you were scared

because your dad was drunk
and you didn't want to
be alone

all you wanted was someone
to come over
someone to help you

sometimes I think that if
I would have came when you
wanted me to
that you would still be here

that your dad wouldn't
have hurt me like that
but most of all
hurt you like that

Life without you
has been such
a hard journey

It really is hard
to believe that you
really are gone
even with it being four years

after your passing I still
can not even begin to
tell you how much I miss you

If i could go back
to the day we first met
and tell you then
how much you mean to me

R.I.P. Eric
I miss you