Aborted part 1 meseage to mum

You didn't know me, you didn't name me, never would I know if you ever loved me, you never held me, I was your little gift from God, but you miss understood, took your joy for a mistake, you hurt me when you took those pills, when you told the world I was never rill,
But I do love you, I'm your sunshine don't cry, for I understan, I was going to be your son,your little man, but I was not in your plan.

Don't cry, don't shed tears be free just like me, I will always be your baby, just maybe some day you will see me, in a dream, feel my flying sole in the air, i can now see you realy did care and some thing tells me that in your womb you realy did want me there.
hush lady dont cry for I will always be your baby, don't have regrets for I am with you, hush don't cry may your lies protect you, may your heart be at ease stop the tears please.

I am your burden reasting in your garden

this ie the end of me mummy, don't cry you I can still see, mummy let me rest leave me be