Addicted to Internal Wrath

Lack of control envelops my heart
in a hatred-lined casket
Lust rips at my mind
and leave imperishable stains
Morbid thoughts of macabre murder
Fill my pores with a disgusting euphoria
Chills run up my spine with no abnegation
Ideas of contorted humor
Laughs of uncomfortable substitution
Fractured heart beats
Pugnacious mentality cease morals
Atrocious words become hypothetical
Drips of blood fall on my conscience
A nightmare you can't wake up from
Indulgent Enmity
Tight-lipped screams
Swindled memories coax a stranger
Alluring sighs relenting
Cadaverous Beauty
Shadows stalk your internal insinuated lies
Incarcerated by despondency