we all have those moments
where we look back at time
Little you-tubes of your failures
chase self esteem blindly
It may have been a relationship
It may have been an event
whatever it is you look back and cringe,
call yourself and idiot
bury your face in a pillow
or take it in stride,
Those thoughts haunt me
how much of an idiot I was
how it may have affected others
my stupidity is breaking me down
My failures are dancing around in my mind
and for those subject to my stupidity,
I'm Sorry
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I hate nights like this ^_^
