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the wilting of life
so much time spent in strife
is useless
i wander like a vagabond
ponder my purpose
ask what's this?
but i don't know
and it's the fear of knowing
that frightens me
how can i ever be more than what i see
when i realize i am nothing
but a God thought
thinking thought
within a thought
distraught in thinking there is nothing i've got
worth holding onto

don't trust these eyes
when everything they touch decays
eventually
is when i will peer through the endless haze as
day by day i ascend closer
to an eternal end
let it come
i say let it come!
because everything fails
is how i know this isn't everlasting
but You must be
and i am of You

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