Empathy of History

It saddens me
that I will never again see
in your face the glee
that was there for me again
now that its gone
i have no choice but to move on
but its taking so long
old feelings seem to boil over frequently
im not surprised by the feelings of regret
its one of many steps
of self reflection for me to better upon
lately weve been sharing empathy
like a diary of our history
making imagery of time
and i know that i can never forget
all the time that we spent
it was cherished by me
all the feeling we lent
and i dont hate you for moving on
its just this feeling of loneliness is so strong
and my judgment sometimes is wrong
i never said that i didnt make mistakes
im just glad i get to share with you
these days whether they be bright or blue
i think you feel it too
this brewing concoction of our lives has just begun.