you're laying there next to me
the hands you use to eat with are doing such illegal things
you touch me in places i never thought possible
whispers in my ear tell me you love me
my heart feels the lies pouring from your soul
but the feeling in my gut is so new
my body takes over
i shake from the feeling of your hands touching my virgin legs
as your move your hand closer
my heart beats faster
the thoughts running through my mind become deeper
the feel of my body getting warmer
from the friction of your skin rubbing mine
it becomes unbearable
i gasp for air but your rough lips are swallowing mine
as if they will be the last mouth your pierced lips will kiss
the rhythm of your body against mine is so intense
every push and every pull had the same meaning
but a different feel inside of me
its my first time
your experienced touch is so overwhelming
between each breath i take
i scream no no no
i tell you to stop with everything in me
get off it hurts
stop stop stop
i try desperately you won't get off
the arms that were once rubbing my body
are now holding my arms above my head firmly
on your pillow on the bed i have seen only once
as you thrust harder and harder
you are deep inside me
you won't stop i try pushing you off but it
is useless
i feel so worthless i am nothing to you
so many emotions and so many questions
i tell no one
for they cannot feel the pain and exhaust i felt
every sight of you is torture
i see past your pretty face
only i know the devil inside of you
you took the most precious thing from my possession
my virginity
with every look at you i see that night
and all i can think to do is cry
i start to shake in remembrance of that night
the night you raped me.
Reviews
-
wow
this poem is very deep, i got goose bumps just reading it, the intensity of this poem in just amazing... i really did enjoy reading it, thanks for the share
~mandi
Mandie4788
August 18, 2008
Edit | Reply