You Don't Understand, Do You?

You don't understand, do you?
I wish you would open you eyes...
Just for once.
Just for me.
But you probably wouldn't do anything for me, right?
All of those things you said before
were just a lie...
A beautiful, wonderful lie..

I wish you'd see through my eyes,
or have my heart for a day
and see how hard it is just to get by.
I can't let it show even if I wanted to.
I don't want people to notice...
For people to worry...
For people like you to laugh behind my back
to watch me as I barely live through it all.

You said you cared, didn't you?
I thought I heard you say you did,
just once though...
Only once..
So I guess that doesn't matter, huh?
I wish it did, though, because when you said that
I felt complete for once...
Happy.

You don't understand, do you?
You don't understand at all...
And why would you?
I'm just a useless little girl...
Don't you remember?
The weak, pathetic girl who craves attention...
Remember that perfect month?
Gone, now...all gone.

You don't understand, do you?
You don't understand at all...