Cheater

This hatred
This anger
That I feel
Shoves itself inside of me, stealing my innocence
And I cannot breathe
My lungs heave but
The hatred causes my soul to leave
Me
Over and over I’m raped by the innocent
Days go by when I cannot think of this

You say you can feel me
But can you, really?
Your false pretense kills me
And I hate it when you lie
And think
You can get away with it
You think you’re so sly
Please look at me
Just this once
And tell me why
You think you can lie
When each word you speak
Brings another tear to my eye
I cannot feel my wrists that are slashed
The pain is barely there, my heart and soul are smashed
I cannot hear your laughter at my wounds
When I ask you why
You give me a sigh
And
Ask me why
I am being so complicated
That I am the only one you have ever wanted

YOU LIAR
How can you say that and
Expect me to believe that when
You go out every night to her then
You think you can win
But you know this game is sick
And you’re going to lose
And you won’t leave me with one bruise
I hate you and what you have done
Has led me to believe that I’m yours just for fun
You think you can get away with sleeping in her bed
But once she realizes you’re taken
She’ll throw you out instead
You’ll run back to me, expecting more pleasure
But the torment you’ll feel is more than you can measure
You say you love me? HA!
Can you prove that?
And you say
You would die for me
There’s no way

I have one question
Before I let you go
Was she worth leaving me in the night?
Was she worth all the lies you can never make right?
Was she one of those white trash
Short skirt whores?
Did you pick her up from the street, just so you could score?
Don’t bother to answer, I don’t want you anymore
But this won’t be a problem, you can just go back to her
When you see she’s useless, you’ll miss what we were
But that will never change the way I have come to feel
About you and my heart, which you never did steal

I have one thing to say now, as I tell you goodbye
I hate you and hope that you will learn to never lie
You can beg, you can cry
But no matter how hard you try
I’m not coming back, I’m over you, goodbye.