One chance (unfinished freewrite)

Give me one more chance to be,
Give me one more chance to see the lies that separate
the good and bad when heaven breaks and now.
Give me one more chance to learn,
give me one more chance to breathe.
I’m sick and tired of this suffocating.

I will always be this wrecked belief
With broken dreams, but a heart of love at hand.
Give me one good lie why I deserve to die
In this God forsaken land.

My mind is set for reasoning,
It’s staged to show the world who I am,
Not who I’m supposed to be.

Give me one more chance to hurt,
Give me one more chance to rectify what I’ve become,
To fix the life I’ve over done.
And give me one more chance to free
my mistakes and guilt believed to drag down my motives,
to burn away all of my sins and now.

Show me what this life can be
When you take the time to see the good and not the bad,
to fight away what’s full of sad and now.
Take the time for me to hear
All the words that seem to heal
What has been broken down and remake all that I’ve thrown around.

Give me one more chance to feel,
give me one more chance to see.
No one cares of what you're thinking if your thoughts aren't to believe.
Give me one mroe chance to reason with my goods and with my bads.
Give me one more chance to suffer
from the love there's to be had.