I waited for the phone to ring anxiously,
the wait seamed like an eternity.
Those sleepless nights,
I had rehearsed what to say.
found my self speechless,
So I listened to your voice.
River of tears pouring down my face.
My body trembiling,
my mind traveling into the distance.
not a word came out of my mouth,
my ears wide open capturing every word you said.
I listened and listened some more.
You said lots of things from how much you missed me,
To how you have a huge void .
You thought buy LEAVING
me happy you would be,
but discovered that solitude would be your cup of tea.
As you keepted on talking,
it hit me.
Your just as human as I am.
you suffer as much too.
Even though I see a strong man,
the strongest of them all can crumble too.
My heart just saddens at the thought,
of you feeling so alone,
and me being here.
Out of arms reach,
nothing will ever change my love for you,
no matter what you do.
I have forgiven you long ago.
My heart is at peace.
I learned to love you,
so I can love myself.
The past I choose not to live in.
So take my hand,
forget the past.
Rebuild our future,
This time we will make it last.
Unlock those memories and set them free,
Those are the ones that keep you away from me.
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