I miss You

I miss the way it all started,
I miss the first time you held my hand
I miss the way you rest your head on my chest
I miss the time when you were loosing a
conversation to a friend and you kicked
my leg under that table pleading for support.
I miss the confusion of whether to kiss you
or not too, cuz i really wasnt sure what you
wanted from me.
I miss the girl dressed in all black, who when
entered the room came and sat right besides me
and whispered in my ear "how do I look", and you
should have seen all those shocked faces at the time.
I miss the way you fed Ice-cream too me infront of
our friends.
I miss the first kiss we had, outside in that dark
corner of the house. It was so spontaneous, like god
we were just talking and next thing we know we were kissing.
I miss the look on your face when my Ex-girlfriend slapped me
and said "how come you werent like this with me".
I miss our last meant to be kiss when your dad walked in on us
and said you had to leave.
I miss that unexpected call you made to me from the airport
which took me by suprise and you said "so what was it that we
had…was it like a fling or something…just tell me so I
know that there are no strings attached or whatever", and you
should have heard the way you said that. It just conquered me
completely. I fell for you there and then and first thought that
where were my manners that I didnt ask you out before and then I
said "well do you want me to ask you out or something" and then
you said "well do you want to go out with me" and I replied "well
why not, I dont mind at all" and there it started, our story book
remember. At that point I promised myself that there is no way in
the world  that I will let this girl down, atleast from my part.
I miss that kiss I made you blow to me from the phone booth at the airport.
I miss the conversations we used to have on the internet.
I miss that shy, sweet and angelic but naughty voice on the phone
when you used to express your feelings towards me.
I miss the first time you said "I love You" to me. I really didnt
think at first what we were getting into because it was so beautiful.
I miss the times when you used to approach me and tell me about
some problems you were having, and I tried my best helping you out.
I miss that feeling when you are held in so much respect by the other.
I miss the times when I used to make you force me to get off my lazy ass.
I miss the time when he had that particular phone talk remember. The same
one in which You said that no one could manipulate you into doing something
and I was like "Really, but I just made you have phone sex with me.", and I
felt like King when you said " You Bastard, how could you do that to me"
I miss that walk to your hotel. Man My heart was beating so fast. Didnt
know what to expect cuz like i was seeing you after 2 years and all.
I miss the little scared girl standing on the hotel lobby door.
I miss that beauty queen who I couldnt stop kissing for some strange reason,
Like I even kissed her infront of her mother. I must have been insane.
I miss the look on your face when I put that flower on your ear.
I miss the way we took those pictures.
I miss that moment of silence which we had when we were resting on the bench
in the garden of that college.
I miss that smile on your face while you used to kiss me.
I miss that helpless Jump you made when I smacked your Butt with the umbrella
when we were roaming on the side walks of that beautiful city. God You were
so frigtened at that moment.
I miss that light on your face while we were at that concert.
I miss the last night we had together.
I miss that shy girl who wrapped herself in the blanket after getting naked.
i miss the way You said " GOD you are so Shameless"
I miss that body of which I kissed each and every inch.
I miss the smell of your hair.
I miss the scent of your presence.
I miss the taste of your skin.
I miss the sensitivity of your goosebumps.
I miss the sound of your breadth
I miss the way I had lost my mind.
I miss the way we had our last good bye.
I miss many things about you but what
I miss most is the way You held my hand. 
Oh God where are my manners, I cant believe I forgot to say that
I miss you.