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................deify you
MORE THAN LOVE ........................
written by RAAZ
ITS ONLY MY ATTEMPT TO GUESS THE SITUATION FOR THE GUY WHO IS SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESNOT TRY TO UNDERSTAND HIM
"You", she stressed the particular word and continued the other in a sharp low whistleing tone "are following me". She shook her head in complete nervousness and added in hissing tone" you are a freak .I dont recon why you dont understand."
"Actually Aanjuli I concieve that you never try to understand me .If you had than in all these seven years.............."
She didn't wait for any more words and roared ,"I would have wrecked my life."She tried to normalise herself but couldn't ,"Raaz, listern I want to lead my life in my own way"
"I love you Aanjuli, really, I love you. And you think that I'll border yours life.No I pay respect to yours thought..................."
"I can't love you." She interupted. "I can't just sacrify myself for you", and screamed "did you get it."
All the pedistrian turned their heads in a nanosecond and thousand of eyes glued on us.I didn't condone them.
"But..............what makes you...........why...............?"
Third time she interupted me," what makes you think that I can love you ?See ours caste doesnot match ,not even language and culture I think our economic status also ......",and she cleared her throat, changed her locution," I'm fair and you are black" she manifested lividly.
After a pause she opened her mouth spoke (babble) but I was stunned by her monologue. I couln't find any word to utter. She gave a dashing look at my gloomy face and eluded in the crowd.
"Didi", a boy rushed towards her and took a long breath and ended up"your letter from Raaz".He turned back handing her the letter , took two stepS and overturned towards her. "Please dont dump that before you finish it up. Well that was a request from Raaz dai."
Aanujli, who was irked, rolled her head around and at last to the letter (after not finding me ), she focused on it and her fury went increasing. Her face changed into pale and ears went red. She lifted her left hand (in which the letter was )pulled backwards and then ahead and threw it away, turned back, took few steps then paused and reversed back. Her outrage had already vanished. She leaped towards the letter, where it was waitin for her, lifted it with hesistation and unfolded it
Aanjuli,
Nothing matches ours, really ...........nothing. Not even heart which you forgot to mention that day.Your maxim is true. We are not made for each other. I pondered it .But all solace didn't work for this heart. And only the reason is that I not only love you but deify you. So I think it fruitless to fake my mind. At last..... I thought to desert it.
God has made us different in this era and I want same in next. Only I beg him to ulter the position of yours and mine so that I'll prove this world LOVE COUNTS NO DIFFERENCE.
In my next incarnation, I guess I need you. So alone I cant die ..... will you .............
Instead of completing the letter, she raised her pale face in horror and found me standing infront of her .With titter, I shot her.All of sudden hundred eyes gazed at us and saw her falling ."Happy Ending", I shouted, lifted the gun straight on my temple and trigged by my index finger .There was another bizarre for them.
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cool
thought for a sec i was the only psyco on this site
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