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Ironically, it hasn't been that happy all day. Friends crying, friends in pain, friends worried, friends hiding things ... oh yeah, it's real happy. And I feel overly touchy and sensitive right now ... it's not even six PM and I feel like crying. I'm sure I've done something wrong today ... but I don't know what and no one will tell me either. I don't know what to do, I'm not SURE what to do, but I do know that I probably should be apologizing. Why? Because it's probably my fault. As is everything else that ever goes wrong ... so here's an apology for everything that I have and haven't done that will always be my fault. I'm sorry that I don't know what I did, I'm sorry that I can't understand everyone, I'm sorry that I have to apologize, I'm sorry that no one will enlighten me, I'm sorry that you're in pain, I'm sorry that I'm hurt, I'm sorry that I want to cry ... and I'm sorry that I'm not perfect even though I have to be. I'm so, so sorry. Hopefully this apology is enough for everything ... but it never is. I'm sorry I'm terrified and annoying you and everything ... really.
Sorry that you had to read this rant. So, how was your day?
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