Ponder Much

This is more of a revalation then a story but i think its good...

At some point in everyones life, they reach this stage of repetition where everything they seem do is so regular they dont have the time to even stop and ponder what its all about. In fact in some studies have shown the average person only spends about 4 percent of there lives actually pondering what "life" is really all about, Studies also have shown that even people who truly believe they found god and follow him everyday still only spend 6 percent of there day actually thinking about God. So we get in this repetition... get up, get dressed, eat go to work/School, come home eat, sleep and do it all again the next day (with little activities we to to enjoy or just take up time), When things interuptour daily living, even the smallest thing such as a blown tire, We think its all fate or we are cursed or that its ment to be and its all a part of this big plan, But yet when something in our daily life is thrown off by something we really want; When we get focused on that, it really does become our reality, the second we lose focus it will slip away. What makes our reality different from everyone elses reality, but yet so the same???So why when we focus on the bad does it become our reality, or when we focus on the good, Good becomes our reality?? I believe it is because we really are in control, and that power in itself come from one place only; God, or the ultimate being...whatever you may call him is not important, its there, Its been wired into our brains but it is so complex that we cant even begin to be fully aware of what God truly is. We all know it, we know hes there, something is there, Most people just understand that we will never really understand and just dont search, and others think they have it!! they got all the answers, they found God or they found the right path to follow to get to him when the truth is our brains are not evolved enough to grasp the idea of who the ultimate being really is, Oh its there but if we were fully concious or aware we would all be living in harmony free from the sin and the thoughts that make up sin; All these bad thoughts and fantasies are also wired into our brain from THIS WORLD threw our sences; hearing, touching, tasting, smelling, seeing, we are all addicted to the chemicals rushes we get from our 5 sences sending signals to the brain causing us to sin.
Its in the bible, Satin in the ruler of THIS WORLD!! Therefore satan is in our brains threw our sences making it almost impossible to to deny him because we cant deny our sences. But to try everyday to be truly aware of what God is, To dig deep is what i believe is one step closer to being able to detache from this world and our thoughts that we recieve threw our 5 sences, bringing us closer to this feeling we have of hunger for understanding and peace, truth, and tranquility.