Irreplacable Memories

Oh i am the master at manipulating my thoughts
for control over my feelings.
It's easy for me to reroute anything into a textbook definition.
Well to hell with all of that
there are so many irreplacable memories that were stolen from us.
There are too many years that i didn't get with you the way a Mother should be able to experience with her son.
I know that it's better this way because you are in healthy mind but sometimes i feel a gap that all the stolen time has left.
I pray that we will find a way to say that we have replaced the lost time with love and admiration with the natural bond between a Mother and her Son.
I am hoping for a beautiful union.
  I love you Son
Mom