Let Me Explain What I Said

Okay,
So you know what I said?
That thing that made you mad?
Well I didn't mean it,
I mean,
I meant it then.
But I didn't.
You didn't give me time
you just...
sprung it on me.
And expected...
I don't know
Something big.
But I needed time,
and now that I have it
I take it all back.
I hope you take back what you said too
Because I didn't mean it
and I hope you didn't mean it either
the second thing,
not the first.
Thinking about it,
I hope you meant the first thing.
And after all this,
I hope you still mean it.