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Dear sweetie,
We went on a beautiful drive, you and I. drove the back roads away from all the towns, away from people, away from civilization. We both were in a little awkward mood, songs came on that made us both cry. But we where both together, there for each other, a beautiful taste of bliss as we laugh and I admired your smile. Drove through the sunrise, and admired the sunset. We had the greatest time, but I have to admit…
This is how I pictured taking my life. It seemed way to real, almost exactly how I pictured it… My day starts, a nice shot of heroin. As the morning turns to the afternoon, I take my smile in my nose… Cocaine was the only thing that helped me smile. Another shot and I’m on the road, roads almost the same as today. Drive until I find the perfect view. Somewhere secluded, away from everything, trees mountains and the sound of the breeze. The sky, beautiful as your smile, with many worm colors that bounce off the clouds. And this is when it all happens. I shed my last tear, whisper to the wind my goodbyes. Staring strait at the sun, I pull the trigger to the gun. My razor and needle hit the ground, and suddenly, I cant hear a sound…
If you are reading this letter sweetie, it didn’t fly too far away. I’m sorry for doing this, its my only way. But my love don’t you worry, as you start to cry, ill be there in a hurry. I’m always with you, even if I end, when you feel warmth and comfort, I’m holding you in my arms… Still admiring your beautiful smile.
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