Sedate Me

You make me feel sick
When I seethe so hard
You sleep, I hate your ease
Sweet jealousy...

I don't want to feel this toward you,
I swear I don't
Push me one more time

You make me feel cursed
I already know I'm alone in this
You're so carefree with your playful grin
Sink your teeth right in
My heart churns
And my thoughts burn
I just want to break you
And make you feel

You're so sweet
And you love me
When I hate, I hate for me
I'm sorry...I'll only crumple you when I'm done
You'll never understand why
These things just burn into my mind
No one feels a shortcoming quite like mine
You drive the knife deeper every time
Fuck it all, sedate me
Tell me where to run

No one shares this pain
Because no one can relate
Solace is a game
Because this will remain
Forever raw
Tell me where to run

Fuck what is socially acceptable
Anything to take this from me
Sedate me
Slice the wound and suck the poison
Sedate me