Do you ever feel like you can’t explain anything?
How you feel, what you want to do?
An unexplained feeling
Like everything always happens to you
Nothing is ever good enough
You not pretty enough,
Skinny enough nice enough
For no particular reason,
You want to hurt yourself or just die
You think the world would be better without you
You have random crying outbursts
Get mad for no reason
Acted reserved to people you are usually open with
Just want to be alone,
All the time
You have a good day,
But for some reason
It felt like the worst day ever
You feel like crying
Because everything is just so wrong
You try to keep busy so you don’t think about it,
But as soon as you sit down,
You feel overwhelmed
All of these unexplained emotions and action,
Have been explained
The explanation is,
That I suffer from depression.
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I have had some of these problems. I like the title because it's diagnosed it definetly feels unexplainable. It sad but part of what you say in your second stanza is caused by society's unreal expectaions of us. I can relate to the third and fourth stanza the best. I have days when I just can't shake that feeling. Days when tears fill my eyes for no apparant reason. I love your last stanza. To explain the unexplainabel.

