Slepping with the Enemy

Heavily intoxicated by you.
Stumbling heavy,i don't know what to do.
Hands wrapped around my neck now,
Choking me blue.

You let go for a second
Till i come through.
Then tighten your grip for a few

Your fingers unlaced my spirit
I'm inches from death now.
But scared to go near it.

Then, as if you haven't done enough.
Behind my back, my hands you cuffed.
i try to fight it.
But im not strong enough.
Your just way to rough.

Then, You blindfold me so i cannot see.
I guess your scared to let me know,
I'm sleeping with the enemy.
And now you scar me.

You scream at how good it feels.
I close my mind and pretend its not real.
I wonder what my fate will reveal

I couldn't believe what happened next
You pulled out a knife,
and your hand flexed.

You called me a fucking slut.
And then your blade begin to cut.
I screamed in horror
As i battled you on the floor.

You told me to shut up.
And accept my fate.
That there would be No escape
I said, you know what?
If you were a real man.
You wouldn't rape.

I stopped screaming.
The tears down my face,
Were still streaming.

You finished yourself off inside.
and boasted yourself on your pride.
And your knife, you sat aside.

You kissed my lips
and pushed yourself off my hips.
And stood back and looked at me.
The silence was scary.
With you i begged my plea
You laughed and said stop being petty.

All the sudden,I hear a barrel revolve.
I know in moments my fear will be dissolved.
I took a deep breathe in strife.
Knowing this is the end of my life.

I sit in silence once again.
by now my Patience is wearing thin.

I asked, are you still hear?
My body is shaking in fear.
You whispered Yes.
Then out of my lips i confessed.

"Shoot me now, end my suffering."
"These wounds, they sting"

I hear you cock the trigger.
Your fucking with me is what i figured.

But then i hear the blast.
And feel the bullet speeding fast.
In my flesh, in with my blood it meshed.

I gagged for air.
And listened as the world disappeared.
Over the floor, my blood smeared.

I heard echos on the ground as you walked away.
Im now your prey, that you slayed.
Left for dead, with no words said.
Out of my wounds i bled.

My body is now lifeless.
A rotting carcass lays in the darkness
This is whats left of me.
Ive slept with the enemy.