XXBleedingRosesxX• Show poetry

There is only so much someone wants to know about another person. If you would truly get to know me, you know what to do. :] Have a nice day. =D

*About Me*!!
♥ Birthday : July 9,1993
♥ I'm 15 years old
♥ I'm random
♥ I'm creative
♥ I'm silly
♥ Negative(all the time but trying to over come that!)
♥ I'm friendly
♥ Sweet
♥ Confusing
♥ Positive(at times)
♥ I love chocolate
♥ I love reading
♥ Writing poetry
♥ Music(is my life)
♥ My favorite color is black
♥ My bestie is Karin and Maria ♥ My friend Sachin is awesome!
♥ I like anything dark :]
♥ I like cookies!
♥ I love being different
♥ I love monkeys!
♥ I love talking on the phone
♥ I can be misunderstanding at times

Alot More.... but this is good for now =]


I'm not depressed ----- I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying ----- My eyes are just full of tears.
I'm not living ----- I just keep breathing.
I'm not stupid ----- I just don't get it.
I'm not trying ----- I've already given up.
I'm not weird ----- I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel ----- I just don't take orders.
I'm not a believer ----- I've already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up ----- I just make mistakes.
I'm not emotional ----- I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter ----- I just found a way to get rid of the pain.
I'm not laughing ----- I need to smile first.
I'm not perfect ----- I don't want to be.
I'm not ignoring ----- I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip ----- I have my own life.
I'm not impatient ----- I just don't like to wait.
I'm not tough ----- I just don't take shit.
I'm not opinionated ----- I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning ----- I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding ----- I just want to disappear.


Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you




Hackage by Maria(bestie)
Well what can I say about Noel? She is really awesome and quite out going. When she isn't so shy or down. I can talk to her about anything and she won't judge me. I like how me and her can relate to almost everything. I am always going to be there for her as she is there for me. She is like A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Don't you FORGET IT! She always there to cheer me up whenever I am feeling down. I can always count on her for anything. She like the wittle sister I never had before beside my actually sisters. They never really there anyway she is like awesomeness!!!!!! Lalala she quite random too :] I like randomness no I LOVE IT! ^^ Anyway yeah if you mess with her your messing with me too! So watch what you do or say or I am go after you! >=D I am going to claw you with my wolf paws and eat you! >:] because you are yummy to me! hooowl! I bite and not soft neither. So BEWARE! I love her very much. She is not only my sister but my bestie for life. I mean wuff wuff I am a wolf. =P hehe that is so me. Anyway I am going to stop talking before I end up writing a story book o.o and I don't think you people wanna spend 2 hours on the computer reading a long hackage xD. Well buh bye

- Bestie ♥



HackAGE by your friend Eze!

Awesome is the definition of Noel and Noel is awesome! Lol. Noel is an awesome person, honestly. She is nice, friendly, sweet, funny, and RANDOM! XD She ish my online bestie and yay for being my gf's bestie too! She ish an awesome girl and whoever can not see that is IDIOTIC!!! Once you get to know her, you don't want to not know her. =] She is like a sis to me we can talk about things like we've known each other for years. =] I can't think of anything much more specific to say at the moment, but I will later! Bottom line; Noel is an awesomely awesome friend!!! =D

- Eze



~TO EVERY GIRL~

"To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt too many times.

To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTIFUL, NOT HOT.

To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.

To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.

To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.

TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS.

To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

To every girl who just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING OF HIM.

To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

To every girl who shows how much she cares but gets nothing back.

TO EVERY GIRL WHOE VERY THOUGHT “MAYBE THIS COULD BE THE ONE.”

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS A GUY THAT DOESN’T JUST PLAY WITH HER EMOTIONS, BUT CARES ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS.

To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.

To every girl who fell for all the lies only to find herself alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be. "



For The Night's I Can't Remember...
I see it in the way you would do
When no one else could ever get through,
Holding back 'til I come around
Time and time again you wait for me to come in.
And did you really look my way?
'Cause no one could've seen this coming.
I would never let you down,
If I was running backwards in full time.

So I can, and I will, and you’ll see
Your hero come running
Over and over tonight...

And I do wanna love you,
If see me running back
And I do wanna try.
Because if falling for you girl is crazy,
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time.

Me, I’m used to being tired and bloody,
But you believed that I could be somebody.
You put your world on hold for me
Gave away to follow failure through the fire.
I need you to know I will,
Believe me girl I’m so tired of running.
I just wanna hold your hand,
Stare at you like you’ve got everything I need.

And I can, so I will, and you’ll see
Your hero come running
Over and over tonight...

And I do wanna love you,
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy,
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time.

What if I never said to you I was dynamite? (dynamite)
What if I never told you I’m afraid to cry? (and I wanna cry hey)
What if I never let you down and said
I’m sorry for the nights I can’t remember?
What if I never said to you I would try? (Yeah...)

And I do wanna love you,
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy,
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time... yeah

And I do wanna love you (I wanna love you)
And I do wanna try (I wanna try)
Cause if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time... (yeah)
Hold back your tears this time... hoooo
ooh-hoo...